I am very sorry about the panic I was giving for my sister.
She still needs deliverance, but I feel like I have given up on her. I still love my sister, but I realized she needs action not prayer.
Its a looong story since last time I was here.
Now we have another problem. I might have abdominal cancer because I have had pain there for a month now and just today I diarrhea-ed blood and had cramps since last night. My mom is having heart attack right now. worse than me.
I am not feeling well at all. I had a good life though.
I always felt like I haven't done anything with my life and wanted to be known as someone who changed somebodies life other than my family. Well I already had a good life. I had hiccups here and there, but other than that it was perfect.
Prayers and good will anyway. If I am gone, my family will not be the same. I wanna live for them.